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Thursday, February 24, 2005

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waLLa!dats ma nAmE givEn by ma foLks!
hmmm..wat shud i taLk bout maseLf . . . ahakz! haizzz!!!i can't say aLot bout maseLf ar . . . dis iS ma 1st tymE doin a bLoGgEr . . . . hahakz! dis bloGgEr is donE by mA vEry2 goOd frEn,miRta . . . hahahakz! i askEd hEr 2 heLp mE bout diS dAmn sTupid bLoGgEr n sHe did heLpEd mE . . .

Sat -26/02/05-8.42am
a vEry gd mRng 2 aLL of u hEre! i cAnn0t sLip oncE i gOt up,s0 i wokE uP eArLy . . . at 10.30am, i nEed 2 g0 tO d cLinic 4 a chEckup n chEck waT has haPpEnEd tO mE. . . i rEaLLy cAnnOt takE iT...i hAd dIs expEriEncE n wAnNa shArE it wiF u out thEre. . . whEn i g0 swiMmin' aT Tanjung Bidara[maLacCa]wif mA fAmiLiEs n daT waS in hoLidaE wEek . . . s0 wE wEnt thErE n hAd a swiM . . . n whEn i swiM,i feLt sUmthin' sTuck ont0 mA Leg . . . s0 whEn i fEeL daT thing cUmin',i gEt it sTraighT aWay n sEe wAt iS it . . . n iT wAs jUz a Long whiTe tRanspArEnt thin stRip . . whEn i sAw iT likE n0thin,i jUz lEt it g0 . . . aFtEr a fEw mInutEs, mA lEg stArtEd 2 fEeL pAin. . . i wEnt uP n askEd mA dAd 2 put sum oiL aT mA lEg . . . whEn it fEeLs ok dEn i wEnt bck 2 d bEach bAck c0s i think mAyb it w0uLd nt haPpEned d sEc0nd tymE . . 0n n 0n swiMmin, mA chEst stArtEd 2 gEt paIn . . . 0uch! iT fEeLs dAt s0mEonE haD stabbEd mE c0ntinu0sLy. . . iT wAs rEaLLy2 daMn pAin. . . i cAnn0t tAkE it aNim0rE. . . . n daT tymE mA tut0r foLLow us wEnt bAck 2 maLacCa s0 shE foLLow uS swiMmin'. . . th0sE wh0 swAm wiF mE ArE mA c0usIn n hEr...totaL 3 0f uS swAm in daT sTupid daMn bEach . . . ahakz! s0 shE askEd mE 2 liE d0wn n takE a vEry dEep brEathE bUt i cAnn0t . . . iT juz caNn0t st0p . . . i waS likE hAving an aSthmA . . . i brEath c0ntin0usLy with0ut st0pin'. . . .s0 wE wEnt 2 mA c0usIn wh0 LivEs nEar at d bEach n askEd 4 a s0 - caLLed "b0moh" . . .bt cAnnot gEt weLL . . . s0 mA c0usin bring us t0 d h0spitaL in maLacCa n its caLL aLor gaJah h0spitaL . . .daT bLo0dy h0spitaL mkE mE sick . . . i gEt injEct at mA b0th buTtS . . . . 0oo00ouUuuUuccchhh!!!!!! s0 d pain!!!!caN't imaginE daT . . .

saT -26/2/05-10.30a.m
miRta msg mE n askEd whEthEr i wAnt 2 foLLow hEr g0 t0 itE simEi or n0t c0z thEre's an 0pEn h0usE in dat skuL . . . .s0 i said of c0z i want . . . i wana mit ma oLd skuL frEns such as wanting,thanga,s0h mEng,th0mas,thurEn . . . . n aLL of em ar . . . i miz em s0o much n out of aLL of em' i mish sum0nE aLot!!!! onLy miRta n mE wh0 kn0 bout hIm!!ahakz!!daTs wAs so Long sEh!!hahahahakz!haizz . . . bEforE goin thrE, i wEnt 2 d doctor at aLjuniEd . . .thEn, ma dad sEnd us at aLjuniEd mrt sTat . . . aftEr hE sEnt us at thrE,wE wEnt at L0ng j0hn siLvEr 2 havE Lunch..its nt Lunch ar,s0 - caLLed our brEakfast . . . hahakz!vEry hungry shEy . . . s0 wE wEnt thErE n eaT . . . aftEr daT dEn wE wEnt 2 itE simEi by mrt st0ppEd at tAnah mErah n t0ok bus 31 daT g0Es straight away 2 dat skuL . . . .i can't wait n mit Em'. . . . u kn0 i kn0 . . . kwang*3 . . . dEn aftEr wE had rEachEd at d skuL,miRta caLLed wanting 2 pickEd us up at d EntrancE . . . . whEn i saw hEr,w0ah!!shE is stiL d samE . . n0 changEs at aLL . . . . stiL havE d cutE facEs in hEr . . . waakakakakaka . . . . damn!i mIsh hEr aLot shEy!!! cnnt saE ar . . . . vEry haPpY 2 miT hEr n gt 2 c0ntact hEr . . . . watEvEr La!wE stayEd untiL 4 pLus . . . dEn wE sEnt wanting h0mE . . frEns maHh!l0ng tymE nEvEr miT sia! s0 wE sEnt hEr n wE t0t of miTtin othErs LikE HISHAM,FARHAN,harith,khairuddin,maziah . . . .w0ah!aLot ar . . . jGn maRah Eh miRta!!n0 j0kE no fuN tau!ahahakz!ab0ut 5 pLus wE chiLL at kaLLang . . .bEndEmEer ar . . . .untiL 6.30p.m wE cau fR0m thEre . . . t0ok bus 26 2 t0a pay0h intErchangE n t0ok train 2 wLds . . . . i rEachEd nEarLy at 8 pLus . . . hahahakz! ovEraLL, i rEaLLi fEeL nT saTisfiEd yEt . . . bEc0s i hvnt mEt ma othEr frEns yEt . . . .hmph! its a piTy!!kLa,tiL hErE i couLd writE . . singnin oFf!
=9.10p.m=

m0n-28/02/05-9.00a.m
ouh n0!!!its aLrEadi 8.00a.m . . . .i'LL b LatE 4 skuL!!!aRgHhH!! n 2daE i wiL bE havin' enG n mAths LeSs0n . . .haizzz . . . wat a b0rEd less0n i had . . . bEf0rE i stEp out of ma h0usE,ma frEn,mEeRa caLLed mE n askEd whEre am i . . . i say im out aLrEadi . . .shE waited 4 mE at Mac . . . s0 i quickLy waLk n mEt hEr n wE chiL 4 a whiLe n waitEd 4 crysTaL . . . n daT waS aLrEadi 9 pLus . . . wE wEre aLrEadi latE 4 eNg cLasS . . . bt stiL gt timE . . . .mUahKaKakakA . . . . s0 whEn i rEachEd d cLasS aLrEadi,i mSg mA guy,zU!hE iS mA swEet,l0vin,cutE,undErstandin b0o. . . . Luv hiM s0o mUch!!!ivE kn0wn hIm thr0ugh frEnstEr ar . . .nt surE ar . . dEn hE aDd mE uP in mSn . . . s0 wE chat . . whiLe wE chattin,t0t of miTTin hIm,s0 wE mit n hE mit mE at undEr ma bL0ck . . . sggp sEh!!thx syg!n dat waS on wEd mRng at 9 pLus Like dat. . . . wat i like in him is hE undErstnd ma situati0n,ma pr0bLems,hIs facE is w0ah!!cuTe sia!!!s0ry eh dEar . . . . hiS th0ught n minE is d samE . . . .gEeEe!!!s0 d haPpy shEy!!!n i rEaLLi h0pE dat i w0nt evEr liE 2 hiM . . . . i w0nt Lie 2 u k,dEar . . . . nwadaEs i kEpt tinkin of hiM . . . ahakz!i miZ him s0o much!!!! hE iS swEet,hugabLe . . . fEeLs likE wna hug u evErydaE shEy!!! can i dEar . . . ahahakz!watEvEr i d0 hE w0nt scoLd mE..bt i wiL n0t do it at hiM...dat is ma pr0misE fr0m mE t0 him . . . .im surE dEar . . . hE can d0 watEvEr hE wants bt duN Let mE find out its ok . . .im s0 haPpy 2 havE him by ma sidE . . . . u r spEciaL t0 mE dEar . . . kLa,i wna sIgn oFf . . wnt t0 msg2 wif ma swEethEart. . .
cau!
11.10 p.m

TuEs~1/3/05~5.18p.m
dis tymE ma EX msg mE n say wahh!!u gt a guy aLrEadi ar . . u dun LOVE me anim0rE iS it?
dEn i was Like huh?hOw did hE knEw dat?s0 i repLy bck n askEd hw cum hE knEw bout mE havin a guy . . hE said dat i hEard frm ur frEn . . . hEy!whEn did hE strt 2 hEar/taLk wif ma frEn sia!!i said 2 him u wna beLieve em' or mE?wat duhh!!!bt if hE knEw it dEn beta!!i waitEd 4 him for b0ut 3 mth pLus . . . nt evEn 1 yEar,i aLreadi feLt missin him . . . nw whEn i gt a GUY, he strt 2 disturb me!!!wat d fcuk sia!!si bEh kia!!watevErLa . . . i ign0rEd aLot of his msgs . . . evErytimE hE msg me,ma hEart beats fast . . . i was like mayb thrEs sumthin wr0ng wif b0th of em' . . .haHahAhaHa!!!!s0 d fuNny . . . argHhhHhhhHhh!!!!damn it sEh!!!!!
~cant rEmembErLa~

FriDaE~4/3/05~3.30p.m
2daE i shud bE goin 2 skuL at AMK . . . bt dEn ma bLoOdy damn it EX of minE wantEd 2 mIt mE . . . hE askEd mE 2 mit him at 11a.m at his hsE . . .n i toLd him wat shud i do in dat 31/2 hours sEh!!u wna kn0w wat,hE say 2 mE u g0 aniwhRe 1st ar tiL 11 . . . i was like DAMN IT!!!WAT D SHIT SIA HE TALK!!!!!!HE TINK IM WAT?bt i d0 waitEd 4 him at mac fRm 8.30 a.m tiL 11a.m . . . u imaginE dat . . . whiLe im waitin 4 dat bLoOdy damn stupid jackass, i msg ma cute2 guy . . .hahakz! hE's d onLi 1 dat cn undErstnd mE . . . nt likE dat bLoOdy shit jackaSS!!hmph!!i msg him n toLd dat im waitin 4 him[EX] . . dEn hE askEd mE whEthEr i wnt him 2 aCc0mpany mE or n0t . . dEn i say its okLa . . juz g0 on wif his skuL . . . dun wan him 2 "cabut" . . . nt g0od . . .he was ok dEn . . hE was a vEry2 g0od b0i . . am i ritE!!ahakz!s0 aftEr awhiLe,ma frEn,singLing msg mE n askEd me whEther wnt 2 foLLow hEr go coswaE . . den i say okLor . . . anitin . . . i wEnt h0mE at ab0ut 0245 p.m . . . whEn i rEachEd h0mE, i msg ma guy dat im aLreadi at hme . . hahahakz!dat 1 aLso wna teL h0r..siau . . . kLa,i wna changEd n foLLow ma prnts g0 coswae again . . gt saLe at jOhn LittLe . . . kekekeke . . . cau!
~5.00p.m~

Sat~5/3/05~10.06a.m
hey there!wat a Life . . . . i hate ma Life so much . . . .
i dunnoe wat 2 do nw . . . .
damn it!!!!!!!

sAt~26/3/05~12 a.m
hEy!2dAe is mA vEry d hApPy n eXciTin dAe...................i jUz g0t mA aDmiRe bcUm mA gUy....dAts iS mA LoveLy gUy,uNdErstAndAbLe,cAring,cuTe!!!!!!!!!!ahAkz!
sowiE guYs n gAlz,Long tyM tk mAsuK bLog...ehehehe!
i LuRbE hIm sOoo mUch.....hE iS onE of mA tyPe.....ahAkz!
i cnt sAy much bOut ma dEar aR...lyk him sOo tiL cnnt taLk...ahakz!
he iS tOoo kInd 4 mE.....h0pE dAt oUr reLatiOnsHip wiLL LasT Long eH dEar....!!!!!aS iF hE repLy lyk dat...ahahahahakz!
now hE is mA eVryTin......i 4gEt bOut mA eX aLreadi..bt wE stiL cOntact eAch othEr......
juZ hEard frOm mA cLosE fWen,aIshAh...shE sAid dAt mA eX stiL wIf his guRL,sAbAriAh!!!!
siao aR..hEr nAme dAh lAme siA....
now i mish mA deAr......deAr,whEre r u????
i kEep thInkin oF u,cAnt sLip,cAnt eAt pEacEfuLLy....cEh3....ukAn mAin jiwAng aKu nI...
LuplUpluPLuPlUp u so0o0o0ooo0ooo00ooo mmmmuuuuuucccccchhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
mmMmmmmmuuUuuuuuuaAaaaaaacccCccccckkkkkKkkkkkzzzzZzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
h0pE u wiLL rEmeMbEr mE evErywhEre...............

siGniN oFf

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